Ugh! Me Again…

I’m literally the worst blogger ever!

I wouldn’t even call myself a blogger! I’m terrible at keeping this thing up to date and I usually post once or twice a year. What sort of rubbish is that?

Well this time, I think it will be different. I don’t want to feel forced into posting, I just want to do it for fun!

Here’s the thing, I don’t think I mentioned it but, last year I had gallstones which was both the best and worst thing to happen to me that year. I would regularly end up with terrible stomach pain and have to go to the emergency room. The end result? Having my gallbladder removed. The good thing was that I was losing weight without even trying. I just wasn’t able to eat as much.

Unfortunately, now I can and I have ballooned by about 30-40lbs and I’m enough over 200lbs for it to count!

I feel really disappointed that I allowed myself to creep back up to this weight. I probably haven’t been this large in 5 years.

So now I have set myself the challenge of losing 60lbs. I haven’t got a date in mind to be honest. Although I found out yesterday that my brother in law got engaged so I probably have a wedding to go to in the not too distant future. I don’t want to show up the bride (obvs) but I’d like to look my best in a picture that will probably end up on someone’s wall!

I get that 60lbs is quite a lot so I’m trying to make sure that I plan everything ahead of time.

I’ll try to update regularly.

My problem is that when I fall off the wagon, I don’t like to own up to my mistakes so I just ignore it. I’m really going to try not to do that this time.

Anyway, enough rambling. Let see if I can fix my life!

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